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Venture Fourth Weekly Work Week Ten Oct 11
Characteristics in
order of work with them thus far and the next few weeks:
Humility – July 26
Honor/ respect/ - Aug.
2
Mudita - Aug. 9
Responsibility –Aug
15
Intensive
Patience – Aug. 30
Compassion - Sept. 6 &
13
Gratitude – Sept 20
Faith- Sept 27
Integrity - Oct 4, &
integration of all thus far.
Order – Oct. 11
Equanimity – Oct 18
Simplicity- Oct 25
Enthusiasm ( and Right
Effort/ energy & effort) -Nov. 1
Moderation -Nov. 8 (out
of order in book)
Nov 15 - Integration of
all thus far.
Last week we reviewed
all the chakras. I want you to begin to work more deeply now with one
chakra / week. Get to know that chakra and how it feels when it is
open and energy moving freely, how it feels when it seems blocked.
What issues connect to that chakra? Begin this week with the base
chakra, red color, C tone. Use Carla's words and my info as a
basis, but investigate it for yourself.
For example, this
night, body pain awakened me at 2AM (I have osteo-arthritis in my
shoulders which often makes sleep difficult) and then mind began
worrying over the many things I need to do before I leave town again
on Friday: about my boat, which the work party left it on the ground
at the lake last week while I was out of town, and is in real danger
of being destroyed if I don't get out there to get it up on the
boat rack where it belongs (a job I cannot do myself as it is too
heavy); about the several unpacked suitcases and the moving van
bringing me furniture and belongings from my mother's condo this
week and where it will all go; about the list of needed to-dos for
my mother; about my hot tub which is overheating; about the
transcripts piling up unreviewed, the newsletter articles due, and my
desire to write this VF #10. ...Mindfulness may watch worry but that
doesn't necessarily stop it. I came in to my meditation room and
sat, toning with each chakra, until it was clear that the solar
plexus was closed. I could feel the tension there and see the yellow
of it as muddied. It did not respond to the E note I sang to it. The
heart center was also somewhat closed.
Carla says of this solar plexus chakra:
"The yellow-ray chakra
is the seat of personal power.
Round and star-like in
its shape, with many facets of shining gold when the energy center is
well developed, it lies at the solar plexus. Why do we get ulcers if
our work environment is too stressful or if our marriage is falling
apart? This is due to the toxic effects on the physical body of
energy which is badly and chronically blocked in the yellow-ray
chakra.
It is the yellow ray
which we use to deal with interactions between ourselves and groups.
Marriage and family are at home in yellow ray, as is the work
environment and all groups with which we deal, whether they are
governmental, spiritual or of any other nature.
It is very easy to become
blocked in this energy center! And when we experience blockage, it
acts more like what psychologists call the ego than any other energy
center, resulting in our attempts to manipulate others and dominate
groups of which we are a part. The desire to possess or the desire to
be possessed; the fear of being possessed or the fear of possession
are all sure to close down the energy flowing through the pipe at the
solar plexus level.
This blocked energy of
yellow ray is at the heart of war. When we as a nation-state choose
to impose our will on another nation-state, we are expressing the
blockage of this enormously potent energy of the expression of our
personal power.
So what did I do? First
I meditated for a while, inviting a place of more serenity and ease.
That which is aware of tension is not tense. Rest there and watch
tension. After ½ hour, I lay down with crystals on the chakras and
began to chant with each one, not just the solar plexus but each in
turn. I touched on solar plexus and heart in turn, but did not try to
force them in any way, just sang to them.
When the other chakras
felt open, I came back briefly to the solar plexus but it was still
closed. I decided to work first with the heart, which was more open
than the solar plexus, and sing the F tone to it. As I chanted, and
used my hands to invite energy into the heart, I felt it opening more
with a wave of sadness, not so much personal sadness but the
heaviness of the human condition, sadness watching my mother and her
situation, seeing how we really can't control anything and how hard
we try to do so. There was a profound sense of surrender finally,
and ease, as the heart opened.
Now I could bring
attention to the solar plexus. I invited the heart energy down and
the base and sacral chakra energy up. I shifted to toning in
sequence, C, D, E, F using the syllables, Om, Ahh, Hung, Om... and
again...
Deep insight came about
old habits of control, and how I held that energy in the belly. Carla
speaks about war above. I saw the war I was creating and how it was
just old habit and that I did not need to do that any more. I spent
some time then with the seven-Branch Prayer. Releasing. Gradually the
whole thing opened and I was left feeling a great sense of peace and
spaciousness, releasing the "I have to do this..." stories.
Yes, it all has to get done; it will. No self to it, just smiling at
each as it comes, and taking care of it. Then I ended with a short
vipassana sitting, just enjoying the peace and spaciousness and joy.
So in this way I was able to attend to and release some old karma,
and as I do the work with spaciousness and ease that balances the old
karma.
I want to make it clear
to all of you that, yes, I do have much ease and joy in my life, much
freedom; But old habits still arise. Just like you, I need to work
consciously with them. But it is all workable! These tools are such a
blessing. Freedom is possible.
Through the coming
weeks I want you to work with each chakra in this way, in turn,
beginning this week with the base. Sometimes there will be issues,
sometimes not. If it feels open, just enjoy that openness. See what
supports such openness. If it feels closed at times, see what invites
it to reopen. As you work with it, what kinds of insights come. Take
those back to the vipassana practice.
The quality of the week
is Order. How do order and balance relate? How does order/ disorder
relate to the base chakra?
So in summary for
this week:
1. Order as the quality
of the week and read about it in Everyday Holiness
2. Begin work with the
base chakra. Read Carla's information about this chakra. As you
work with it, work also with your crystal and its energy, and ask
your various guides for help. Remember you are not fixing
anything; you are inviting opening and the wholeness that is
already there. Feel how powerful this red ray can be.
3. If you have not yet
read Putting on the Mind of Christ parts 1 and 2, through page
114, please begin to read it now. This will be important for the
intensive.
4 I have meetings with
all of you though Monday to Wednesday this week (or last Friday) and
look forward to speaking to each of you.
5. Keep your journals
and send them to me. A few of you have stopped doing this. I want to
reassure you that while I am not emailing back, I do read everything.
It will be helpful for our meetings, but the writing process is more
importantly for you. Many of you have commented about the power of
writing daily.
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